Uggg...

Sometimes I wonder if I expect or want too much. My problem is that I spend so much time thinking and talking about what I want and don't actually get off of my ass and put my thoughts and wants into motion. Well... it's that and other things that just wont happen because it's just not in the cards for me. It's something that I have come to realize recently, that there are some things that I will just have to get over and realize that I need to let go and let it be. I'm inpatient and I know it! My boyfriend calls me the eternal procrastinator... which isn't completely true. I DO procrastinate, but I eventually get around to doing whatever it is that needs to get done. And once I start, I keep at it until it's finished.

I've had one of those days today where everything just seems to get under my skin and nothing seems to go right. Even the things that I can always rely on to make me happy, aren't today. Heck... even sex, which is something that I love and can't seem to get enough of, seems like it may be a let down tonight. Nothing to do with my guy, he's wonderful, it's all me tonight. I just am in one of those moods where I want something, don't know what it is, or perhaps wanting something specific and I know I can't have it. Which isn't a bad thing, I can be patient in waiting for somethings. It's just that when I have a craving for something in the bedroom, all other things no matter how good, just don't' seem to get the job done. So, to come off of my tangent... hehehe... cute pun! (not intentional)

I'm in that bad of a mood that even sex isn't on the top of my list tonight.

To be honest, I don't even wanna go home to sleep (which I desperately need to catch up on) I wanna go to a bar and sit and drink beer after beer until I need help stumbling!

The Naked Fireman Calendar 2009

The Naked Fireman Calendar 2009!

This picture made me chuckle!!! How cute!!!