Do you know how much I look forward to getting that every night? Do you? Because I can't seem to settle down and sleep without it now. They make me smile, they make me happy and also sad. Perhaps, because I'm tired and not in bed it struck me funny tonight. I realized how much I look forward to these twenty letters each night, how much I need them.
Dammit I crave them, but not the way I get them. Oh how I wish they came with a warm embrace a gentle kiss to feel that love and security. I know that this isn't fair. I'm sorry. It's just how I feel at this moment. Working late isn't such a good idea when your lonely.
Tomorrow will be a brighter day! Oh and don't stop...
